Running Away 歌詞

I have never been so far away don't know if I should go or I should stay I don't know where to run to find you I heard the rumous but i can't get trough I wanna love you I want to know myself but I am starting, starting to run away I wanna get trough I wanna kill myself but I am going, going to run away again going to run away again going to run away the groung is dead, the sky is grey just like a desert but i'm here to stay i watch a tear running down your face you should not have to cry, this is the place I wanna love you I want to know myself but I am starting, starting to run away I wanna get trough I wanna kill myself but I am going, going to run away again going to run away again going to run away help me to find the right decisions 'cause I am blind, have only visions you are so cruel, I know you love me but I don't know, I should be happy I wanna love you I want to know myself but I am starting, starting to run away I wanna get trough I wanna kill myself but I am going, going to run away again going to run away again going to run away again