Silently aware 歌詞

I was thinking about a friend I was left alone again you kept me awake as I couldn't understand The way she had to part with him he's such a decent man I would've appreciated a call we could talk about it all I've got some problems of my own then I thought about the girl how she thought about the world if she found it bigger than a shell even though the club was safe (?) placed neatly upon her shell I think my aim is to understand what really makes man and if it's fair to say "i am" and if it's safe to say "I care" should I invite him over here just be silently aware..