My Own Hell 歌詞

it's cold in here and I can't deny that I'm full of fear and I say goodbye I try to flee but there's no escape it's my own hell my own hell - I'm blind and numb I can't realize what you have done (to me again) I curse this circle of repetitions so please show mercy and let me die I'm here, I'm numb I don't need to be protected just hurt me once again and you will be infected I spread my disease my own hell - I'm blind and numb I can't realize what you have done (to me again) I curse this circle of repetitions so please show mercy and let me die I'm captured - no way out as it has been so often before I don't understand what this all is about and I despair once more my own hell - I'm blind and numb I can't realize what you have done (to me again) I curse this circle of repetitions so please show mercy and let me die my dreams fall down, collapse like a house of cards I try to fix them, try to repair but they're just teared apart