After All 歌詞

I'm living in a world I know I don't belong I know that I was never alone Everyone here helped me build my throne But somehow I am still here on my own I'm beginning to think about everything That took its part on me I've been falling asleep And dreamed about these days where I felt free Yet is it so hard to believe So hard, so hard When my body's ready to leave But after all, but after all But after all There's nothing that can hold me I've been through it all And I forgot what could've been Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be But after all, after all I know that I was never taught How to fight my fears in all my thoughts So this river is impossible to cross I'm beginning to think About all these years where I felt so wrong And I can't fall asleep (I can't fall asleep) Living in a world I know I don't belong Yet is it so hard to believe So hard, so hard When my body's ready to leave But after all, But after all But after all There's nothing that can hold me I've been through it all And I forgot what could have been Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be But after all, after all It doesn't matter how loud I will scream 'Cause the perfect life is just a dream I believe that nothing's as it seems (nothing's as it seems) It doesn't matter how far I will run I realize that I’m still so fucking young And our actions cannot be undone They cannot be undone (I realize, I’m still so fucking young) But after all There's nothing that can hold me I've been through it all And I forgot what could have been Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be But after all, after all But after all There's nothing that can hold me I've been through it all And I forgot what could have been Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be But after all, after all (Yet is it so hard to believe When my body’s ready to leave)