Habits 歌詞

I know I've got this price to pay But sometimes I'd rather die Photographs and remnants of the time that you were mine I contemplate the distance and the endless things we tried To reconcile our differences and put that shit aside But maybe one day this will be better in the end The pain is only temporary it won't seep in And baby I'm so sorry for the thousand times I lied 'Cause hurting you is something that I never had in mind Take a Xanax for habits you ain't had yet All these thoughts you been laying on my mattress Preoccupied by the notion of you leaving When I wake up, I know that you ain't sleeping Cold sweats at night, I can't help but fight Forever and always, you can't fucking lie Hopes in my eyes, that you have denied You gave up on always and left me to die I'm falling hard 'cause I've been holding on to cracks I'm finding pieces I never thought I'd get back When you're not here with with me it's not that I am sad Just know that things would be better with you around But I'll be just fine Pretending that I'm not alright 'Cause something bout the pain feels nice Anything to take my mind off that night Take a Xanax for habits you ain't had yet All these thoughts you been laying on my mattress Preoccupied by the notion of you leaving When I wake up, I know that you ain't sleeping Cold sweats at night, I can't help but fight Forever and always, you can't fucking lie Hopes in my eyes, that you have denied You gave up on always and left me to die You got some bad news today It kills me that I'm the one who had to make you feel this way You always said I'd