A While 歌詞

How do I feel? Alone and lousy And I may seem selfish, but I need A little break on my own, can't you see I'm just tired of being phony So for a while stop calling me, my friend I've spent 20 years forgetting myself, and then What else?! Am I just incomplete Sometimes so sick of being sweet I'm sure that far away from me You'd feel better than down here So why don't you take a look at this path And then we'll see Because you'll never ever be so far away from me... So here I am again, in front of the TV Watching lives more exciting than mine Because there's always just too many good reasons Too many reasons to be sad I'm sure that far way from me You'd feel better than down here So why don't you take a look at this path And then we'll see Because you'll never ever be so far away from me Why don't you try to keep your distance Is that so weird to try to listen to myself As long as you won't be, for a while, far away from me I know I may be rude But failing is always cruel Don't wait for me to stand next to you I won't be here for awhile Nothing more than this silent scream inside So what, do you wanna hear about self-control?!? Talking a little louder than usual Freeing myself from what I just don't wanna hold I'm sure that far away from me...