Suffer 歌詞

A silent struggle, no one knows the battle inside No confidence, no self esteem, jealous at everyone different than me Loved no more or less than before, so i go further and deeper Digging an endless hole for myself Silent scream, the only who hears is me Can't focus, staring hours to a wall 'til everything turns black Parasites everywhere, all besides me The meltdown can continue it's way down deep inside my body This devil keeps hunting in my head Hearing voices, accept their message My body is weak, everything hurts but i feel pride and glory because i've achieved my point of view Never enough, nothing is hollow The pain will not fade, it grows deeper into me Asked too much? Can i handle it, or have i lost all faith in myself? Try to get back on track, trust must be stronger than myself Only so i can rediscover the person in me Not looking towards the past, only future will tell Everything lies in my own hands I view all sickness i've put on to myself I fight to crawl back, to reach a new point of view To find the cure that will bring back my peace My inner peace