Dismal 歌詞

3 days and 4 nights awake I don't know how much more I can take As I lay astray, inside my head Waiting for my last breath I hope you know, I’m miserable I’ve never, felt so cold It’s like breathing knives It’s just like swallowing nails Breathing knives Swallowing nails Once again in love With the feeling of Being numb Everything is fucked up Can’t overcome The cravings for the poison Now matter how much There is never enough I can’t overcome Cravings for the poison No matter how much There is never enough 4 days and 5 nights awake I can't keep my thoughts straight Cant measure the pressure, about to break Take more what difference does it make Need an escape Take me away I love the pain Coursing through my veins Don’t hesitate The longer you wait The more time it takes To forget everything Brain dead Wasted Dismal Lifeless This is not who I am This is not who I want to be When I look in my eyes I see Nothing looking back at me All this time how did I not see I manifested my misery All I can do Is rebuild the foundation Abandoning my life Is my only salvation Brain dead Wasted Dismal Lifeless