Not Myself 歌詞

I never wanted to be this way I don't recognise myself anymore There are things I did that I regret Actions I'm not proud of but I just can't erase Darkness clouded my mind I lost control of it all But still I stand here in front of you now I fall on my knees before you Begging for mercy It's easier to forgive, ooh Impossible to forget Darkness clouded my mind I lost control of it all But still I stand here in front of you now Will you forgive? I never wanted to feel this way If I can change I was so weak Never thought I could fear this way But now I know I am not myself I try, I cry, I beg I try, I cry, I beg for you Please stay I have issues and I have made countless mistakes But so have you and I've forgiven you so (Will you forgive?) I never wanted to feel this way (If I can change) (I was so weak) Never thought I could fear this way (But now I know) I know (Will you forgive?) I'm not myself (If I can change) I was so, I was so week, baby (I was so weak) Never thought I could fear this way (But now I know)