Still Lost 歌詞

There's an aching in my heart There is no light in the dark I wish I can find a spark, 'cause I am lost Still lost, still tryna figure it out Wondering why my mind's filling with doubt Me and my baby's momma split and we went different routes Now my daughter's gone, living in a different house I was so busy chasing the dream that I'm living now I didn't notice my family wasn't sticking around Now I'm in this empty house sitting on the couch All of this 'cause the words I spit out of my mouth But I'll never give up and I'll never give in Depression only kills you when you let it win And it's time to put up a fight so I'm balling a fist And swinging at it until that shit doesn't bother again The pain of being alone is wearing me thin I miss the old me like where have I been? Used to be happy but now I am grim Use to love life, now I don't wanna live I'm tryna find myself but until then I'm still lost