Drinkin' 歌詞

I had to hate myself Before I drank myself To death Inside a week of giving in And I had to hate myself Before I drank myself But somehow I got used to it I said it's normal You said it’s over You said to call me When you're boring and sober I said I love you Your name's in my skin You said it isn’t cool to glamorize addiction 'Cause I've been drinking To form a buffer And we've been keeping Things from each other Only I can't keep these problems to myself Yeah fuck everyone else I finally hit a wall Face down in a bathroom stall Yeah why is life so literal? And how could you end it all Just before last call Yeah I take that shit personal I can't help myself I can't help myself I can't help from being a burden I can't help myself I can’t help myself I can’t help myself from not helping myself yeah when it counts This is an exercise in apathy And all the shitty things It's done for me