Broken 歌詞

As I open up my window Feel cold shivers down my sleeve My eyes are hurtin' bad Because I don't get sleep Yea I have been daydreaming about A perfect world Where I can break the bounds But I ain't sure If I'll be around To see this perfect utopia And when I fall I need to stand up by myself No Nobody is willing to help Me And I don't know what am I gonna be Shattered in pieces Like a pickle jar Not who, not him but a couple that's whom am I A unity, a duet An one man band Schizophrenic? Maybe But I'm not crazy I'm not like the other guy I'm a different brand I'm a shiny star When I look at the mirror I don't see anything Just a pointless waste of oxygen That I call me Burried in my yard there's the corpse of a hoe How did it got there I don't know People around me eighter distance themselves or drop dead Its just like that I'm still not sure if dislike that I try not to get edgy that's who I choose to be Even tho its not me