Open Minded Surgery 歌詞

Like open minded surgery, I'm taking out the worst in me and everything that I have done it's coming back reminding us that we can't run forever "am I alone?" is all I ask, cause I'm not really good at this all you've done is distract it feels so cold six months since I've had control of my life where everything is on its own it's coming back reminding us that we can't run forever if I could see myself now, I wonder if somehow I could be proud of me or turn away and run, and not come back forever november's never been this warm but somehow I feel cold inside forgiveness is a prayer away but I can't get on my knees and fight my pride (it feels so cold now) sooner or later I will get better I'll be myself again soon