Will To Give 歌詞

I thought you weren't contagious i thought i owned my inner-self You offer, now i forget the reason i can't have As you try hard to please me this need turns to greed down inside I touch the hand of my sickness and feel my faith divide If i said i would, would you care? would you take me there? And feed my desire with your will to give A distant storm and the lightning strikes the pouring rain feels warm tonight Thunder echoes and the lesson begins as one more time you take me in But i look back at you and think of all the things i should have said and done But i can't talk no i can't talk i try to hide myself from shame And try to share the blame for what i've done what have i done? Now i said i would, do you care as you take me there I taste my first time and now i can't turn away I lie to myself like a man trying to understand As you change my life with your will to give I see disgrace and it's looking back at me Blame my desire for lies i live and breathe Begin again though the hardest part to take Behind my eyes you still remain I thought you'd understand when you took me there The hardest part to take you still remain