Solitude 歌詞

The walls I've built around me Have made ​​fun of my loneliness And those from whom I've taken all the peace Have grown away from home My kids have flown away with their own thoughts They have refused my rotten love They have stopped believing In my... well-intentioned lies I have nobody to hear my shouts And to witness my instability I am watching the end of my life And forgetting my last prayers I don't accept help from anyone 'Cause I risk to make my life a little better I just want to follow the calvary I've chosen to pay debts from a past life Life made me Build walls instead of bridges I was strong when I should have been weak I have cried, now I sleep Life made me Build walls instead of bridges I was weak And I aged fifteen years each winter I lived I hide myself So I don't cross paths With close ones of my past It hurts to realize that Now I am the stranger The last news I've heard Now are memories I've hurt those who once Foretold my future I've ignored those bloody warnings I like the feeling of warm water It brings my fetal memories to life And I travel to a time when I Don't have to take care of myself I despise the idea of becoming A mirror of my own mother I bear an eternal guilt And don't forgive anyone