Chamomile 歌詞

A wakeful night spent on these sheets I am dragged by your reflection Please let me sleep I miss the days you said you love me I damned the day I trusted you I hate myself more than I love you I hate myself ‘cause I trusted you I cried blood ‘cause you let go I prayed (to) god for your return I was left alone You found your peace in my decay All I ask now is you to forgive And I became something I never wanted to be To make you stay My ruin became your blessing When I lost myself ‘Cause when you found love, I found death How can I overcome it if every time I fall asleep I dream of you I cried blood I prayed (to) god But it was never enough I hear your cries in my head consuming me I just wanted to make you happy I hear your steps in my room, your gentle touch on my skin But my bed's still bare My ruin became your blessing When I lost myself And when you found love, I found death Tell me you’ll stay and choke this pain (Now tear my heart one more time and watch me die)