My Agony lyrics

Ever since I tried to be normal I feel a useless pain I don’t fit, I don’t belong here My spirit wanders among the patterns It doesn’t work believing in nothing else While everybody is sleeping I see my life being wasted for nothing For everything that’s bad and false Today I want to fly away ‘cause I'm tired and suicidal Tonight I’d like more affection ‘cause I'm broken with a silent soul A poet with a terrible lie: I don’t fit, I don’t belong here A poet with a terrible lie: I don’t fit, I don’t belong here The vice of being oppressor Changes my sleep with agony Wants to break my illusion of awakening Actually the truth is a deception If you look at social media Our life is a perfect life But I recognize that’s all false And I think this is a boring truth Today I want to fly away ‘cause I'm tired and suicidal Tonight I’d like more affection ‘cause I'm broken with a silent soul A poet with a terrible lie: I don’t fit, I don’t belong here A poet with a terrible lie: I don’t fit, I don’t belong here My agony My agony My agony