state of mind lyrics

I thought I had it all figured out I had to burn some bridges down Don't want the world to see me now Another lonely night that I fall inside my head (Get it together) Then I crawl inside my bed (I'm like whatever) I don't care if I wake up This shit sucks Got a bag that's packed and I'll test my luck I'm cliché, look, another sad song And I've got the freeway in my sights Can I get some leeway even if I'm dead wrong? I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else? Is anybody thеre to watch me drown? Don't help, I'vе been beating myself down Why do I even try? What a waste of time I really gotta shake that state of mind I feel like I've been buried alive I'm running out of time I put a tough face on, don't give me questions I wander everywhere I go with no direction Don't see the point, I've been feeling paranoid Try and drown out all the noise I can't handle my emotions Something's gotta give These words will only get me so far I scream out into nothing I feel like I'm going no where fast, like the same old story Nothing ever new, I'm the world's most boring Tearing me apart from the inside I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else? Is anybody there to watch me drown? Don't help, I've been beating myself down Why do I even try? What a waste of time I really gotta shake that state of mind I feel like I've been buried alive I'm running out of time Why do I even try? What a waste of time I really gotta shake that state of mind I feel like I've been buried alive I'm running out of time