Help Me lyrics

Exposed to some things that I shouldn’t have ever seen My heart is tainted by what I did see It’s caused an undesirable desire for me in my mind Thoughts are no longer mine How can I get control of this I’m in a place where I don’t feel like I am yours anymore Lord I need your help, cause I’m dying here Sometimes I felt like Job Wanted to curse my life Why would you give me breath When I can’t even get this right My mistakes hurt you But you still give life to me, Oh Lord When I’m with you I’m strong And your love covers my weaknesses Even in dead of night I can be confident So please restore your joy Please save me again, cause I’m dying here Fear of judgement has kept this bottled in It has caused a sense of bitterness This pain has got to end You may have the house, the cars, the clothes with emptiness inside But you’d give it all away if the Lord would hear your cry Help me Help me, Help me, Help