I Defeat lyrics

We were doing so well, We had broken the spell, And freedom seemed just within reach. We had managed the bend, Between lover and friend, Found a place we could possibly meet, Yes it's me, I can't help myself, I just run headlong to defeat, Yes it's me, I can't help myself, I defeat, I defeat, I defeat, I defeat I'm so hard on myself, Don't deserve any help, So I must let you go, let you go. So I pushed you away, While I hoped you would stay, But I don't let you know, let you know, Yes it's me, I can't help myself, I keep running around to this beat, Yes it's me, I can't help myself, I defeat, I defeat, I defeat, I defeat Yes it's me, I can't help myself, I keep running around to this beat, Yes it's me, I can't help myself, I defeat, I defeat, help me, I can't help myself, I defeat, I defeat, help me, I can't help myself, I defeat, I defeat, help me.