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So, really, nothing ever happens? There's no more milestones? Woke up on the wrong side of my head Packed inside a box and halfway dead Tied up with a knot Just like I oughta be, this part of me And I could say the words you want to hear And make the pretty package disappear But would you even want me now? No eulogies for parts of me Do you really think it's simple to encapsule it? (Can you even hear me?) That the parts you didn't like were just an accident? (Or are these words just quitting?) Do you really think so little, little, little, little (Do you think so little of me?) Take in the all of me See what you wanna see No cause for sympathy You won't listen if it don't sound sweet Regards and low esteem It's all meant implicitly Speak now or hold your peace And forget this part of me No love, no eulogies Got off at the wrong stop in my mind A lotta awful words for me to find It's all a goddamn waste of time No energy, apart from me 'Cause I could say the word, make it all so clear Or I could make a change, and face my fear But I always take the wrong way out So far to be a part of me Do you think I'd be so stupidly compassionate (Can you even see me?) Without carrying a weight enough to balance it? (Or did this not have meaning?) Do you really think so little, little, little, little (Do you think so little of me?) Look through my eyes At what you what from me No silence, sanded off edges Can't you fake it just one moment? I look through your eyes At an unfamiliar face The shape of your reflection The colors melt in two directions And spill into my afterimage Take in the all of me See what you wanna see No cause for sympathy 'Cause why listen if it don't sound sweet? (Don't sound sweet?) Regards and low esteem The same shit you always sing Speak now or hold your peace And forget this part of me No love, no eulogies I think I'm gonna go to Hell when I die (じゃ!)