Fadeaway lyrics

I’ve been searching for hours But I never seem to get off Unsustainable power Always seems quite odd I’ve been searching for days But it never sticks to mind Filling up and drowning I do not seem to go blind I’ve been looking for trouble Not disappearing I stand And I’m trying to crumble The offers don’t seem to end I’ve been finding mistakes That I could never allow Living life in high stakes I’d much rather drown now I can’t sing it, I can’t fade away Can’t sing it until comes face to face Can’t sing it, I can’t fade away Can’t sing it, I wish I’d fall from grace