Didn't Really Die lyrics

And now I don't know if what I did Was wrong or right I believe you and I don't But I believe you One of those other men he said It was very good So I got second thoughts I wanna die this way So I can live another day With you So I didn't really die I just killed myself anyway You can see So you see this is my second thoughts I'm sending away Best way I can It's the best way I can You know why, do you know why