Now I Live In An Illusion lyrics

In my room, I find myself thinking of you I count the hours, waiting for you to appear To explain to me why you did this to me When I tried so hard to be perfect in your eyes What did I do to deserve this punishment? I ask God, do I deserve to go through this Suffering that only increases my pain? I could leave right now But all I need is your version I was made a fool of out of nowhere Used and abused as a second option You broke my heart, playing with my feelings I loved you intensely and Now I live in an illusion My tears of bitterness Will not make me the winner I will get up and rise again Because you are a closed chapter I forget and find other comfort In your embraces, I felt safe In your kisses, I conquered the purest joy In the warmth of your body, an Unbridled passion ignited And I cry with longing, because I will no Longer have that attachment I was made a fool of out of nowhere Used and abused as a second option You broke my heart, playing with my feelings I loved you intensely and Now I live in an illusion Ah, ah, ah, oh, oh, oh And I soothe my throat Swallowing dryly the saliva that disturbed me Knowing that I will no longer have your love Because you deceived me using my innocence I want to believe that there is still some notion of what you want left in you I know you found your happiness in the Arms of another person I hope that with her, you can feel good And happy Because if I was a game in your life Simply let me go in peace Don't worry! I'm fine! Willing and ready for another stage I understand that I have to overcome What's left behind To start over and learn to be accepted! Oh, oh, oh To be accepted! Uh! Uh! Uh