Ending lyrics

I'm such a ruthless person. Look at way I'm angry right now, and how I got drunk last night. I can't remember ever being this way. Everytime I acted that way I tried to fight it. The words I couldn't say became scars that wouldn't fade. Why did I do those things, why didn't I understand when I was told endless times? This can't be the ending, I'm afraid it'll end this way. I'm the one that crashed into a wall that wouldn't fall. It's too late for my apologies. They're just ways to defend myself, to keep me from falling. This is just for a momentl, I kept acting the same way. Even when I was told endless times. I guess I was afraid you wouldn't be able to live withouot me. Now I'll show you that I'm not the one. I can live just as well without you. To me, ending it was a good choice so I won't be returning. Being kept up in a cage was suffocating me. We should've ended a bit quicker. Then I would've gained my freedom a bit faster. I feel sorry for leaving you, but I'm so happy this way.