Until This lyrics

Are you sleeping? Can you hear me? Are you dreaming? I'm confessing, reassessing What this all could mean All the strangeness I can't change this What will be, will be I don't remember who I was Withered away with wander lust I don't think I knew happiness Until this, until this, until this. All love's questions, misconceptions Let me write them down In a letter, sealed forever Where they can't be found I don't remember who I was Withered away with wander lust I don't think I knew happiness Until this, until this, until this. Until this is something that I'd thought I'd missed Until this, until this Bruised and busted Stained and rusted Hopeless, until this