My Ego Dies At The End lyrics

I think I lost something in the water I tried to swim to it I could not swim to it Drowning and dreaming, should've make me stronger I try to swim through it I could not swim through it Leave my body in the party early Cry on the train, playin' Justin Vernon Such a long walk back to thirtieth I have a/the dream again, I have a/the dream again My ego dies at the end, it's ego death I live the dream like I still don't know what it means Who am I? I've lost the thread My ego dies at the end Mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, mm Mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah, ah I lost the girl I was over a winter I tried to cry for it I could not cry for it Sank down to search the bottom of the river I tried to dive for it I could not dive for it Leave my in the water, who are we? Tried baptism but it felt like burning If I don't write about it, was it really worth it? I have a/the dream again, I have a/the dream again My ego dies at the end, it's ego death I live the dream like I still don't know what it means Who am I? I've lost the thread My ego dies at the end Leave my body in my ego early Kill it kind with a surgeon's mercy Claim I put it out of its misery I have a/the dream again, I have a/the dream again My ego dies at the end, it's ego death I live the dream like I still don't know what it means Who am I? I've lost the thread My ego dies at the end Mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, mm Mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah, ah