Nothing I Gain lyrics

Get me in the shade Once my pride melts away There's water in my grave Too much love thrown away Ambition that I blame Innocence I claim All I want is life All I know is shame I can't feel the rain I, I'm not the one who gains I can't feel the rain I, I'm not the one who gains I could see your hands Raise to refuse the Sun Did you lay your eyes on another one? Cause even after all You've done My love is all you removed I can't feel the rain I, I'm not the one who gains I can't feel the rain I, I'm not the one who gains All the lies And all the games All the times I left in shame All the times I knelt to pray All the life I thought I'd gain All the innocence I claimed Oh, all the ambition I blamed Oh, all the love I threw away My blood was yours when yours was used Your hands hold the love I removed There's nothing I gain