inferior lyrics

Can’t help the way I'm hardwired Try so hard, why’re all my thoughts tired Swore I put ‘em in the grave But when I stare into space they’re st-staring me in the face Bar keeps going up higher I like a challenge and I’ve always been a good climber To this mountain, yeah, I'm chained Will I ever make it all the way? If I was just ten percent prettier More funny, cool and skinnier Would it finally be enough to love myself? Would life be any easier? Would I still get my feelings hurt? Or would it end up feeling worse To get everything I want then look around And still feel inferior Imposter syndrome is untreatable Made my fake self-worth look believable So if anybody asks I'm not hiding in the back having a panic attack I know I gotta get out of this black hole Running a maze in a blindfold But it haunts me like a ghost If I was just ten percent prettier More funny, cool and skinnier Would it finally be enough to love myself? Would life be any easier? Would I still get my feelings hurt? Or would it end up feeling worse To get everything I want then look around And still feel inferior I still feel I still feel inferior I still feel I still feel inferior I still feel Fix my face and do my hair I still feel Everything I’ve done is not enough I swear It comes and goes in seasons Just superficial healing Don’t know why I still feel like this If I was just ten percent prettier More funny, cool and skinnier Would it finally be enough to love myself? Would life be any easier? Would I still get my feelings hurt? Or would it end up feeling worse To get everything I want then look around And still feel inferior Still feel inferior I still feel inferior I still feel Fix my face and do my hair I still feel Everything I’ve done is not enough I swear