i killed peter pan lyrics

Life is a terminal disease And you don't like me getting me older Tried to kill me off at age eighteen But I grew up to be a soldier But here I am again, cryin' on my birthday I can not pretend that I don't get scared And here I am again, cryin' on my birthday I can not pretend, I can not be your little girl (I can not be your little girl) Suddenly look at me, I don't give a damn Try to make me the boy, I'm the man 'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan I'm the one who killed Peter Pan Suddenly look at me, I don't give a damn Try to make me the boy, I'm the man 'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan 'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan Life's a fucking waste if you can never burn it But you can't bear to see the flame And no one honestly cares if you deserve it But every story needs a final page But here I am again, cryin' on my birthday I can not pretend that I don't get scared And here I am again, cryin' on my birthday I can not pretend, I can not be your little girl (I can not be your little girl) I will not be your little girl Suddenly look at me, I don't give a damn Try to make me the boy, I'm the man 'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan I'm the one who killed Peter Pan Suddenly look at me, I don't give a damn Try to make me the boy, I'm the man 'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan 'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan But here I am again, cryin' on my birthday I can not pretend that I don't get scared And here I am again, cryin' on my birthday I can not pretend, I can not be your little girl