middle name lyrics

Friends are like tokens I switch out at the arcade My dad calls me Messy Jessie, my title's here to stay Scream: I'm the victim, while setting up the game Send hate your way the second you don't call me bae Fuck a stranger, born in a different decade Preach love yourself while I hurt myself today Won't let them get close, love from far away I hate that I enjoyed watching my body decay I chase pain, I chase pain I chase pain, I chase pain Born with it like it's my middle name I chase pain My whole career was built on impulse Never learned the meaning of the word repercussion Parents never cared to give me a time-out Never learned how to control my mouth Fuck a stranger, born in a different decade Preach love yourself while I hurt myself today Won't let them get close, love from far away I hate that I enjoyed watching my body decay I chase pain, I chase pain I chase pain, I chase pain Born with it like it's my middle name (my middle name) (My middle name) Can't believe I made it to twenty-four Thank God I stayed away from the bottle When I walk, I burn bridges So I run unforgiven I was never anybody's role model I was never anybody's role model I chase pain, I chase pain I chase pain, I chase pain Pray for the ones that never got away I chase pain Pray for the ones that decide to stay