Buried in the Walls lyrics

I built these walls with blood and stone Made a house, but not a home Every word, another crack Till the day it all turned black I saw the warning, but I closed my eyes Told myself a thousand lies Called it love, called it fate While you sharpened the blade I lit the fire just to feel some heat But the flames never reached my feet Now I'm standing in the smoke alone Watching the house turn into stone Oh, mother, tell me, was it all in vain? I gave my soul, now I'm drowning in the rain Did I love too much, did I fall too deep? Or was I just a ghost that you could never keep? You held my heart like a loaded gun Pulled the trigger just for fun Every fight was another scar Every word, another war Now the walls whisper in the dead of night They remember every fight Shadows crawl where the love once grew This house is empty, just like you Oh, mother, tell me, was it all in vain? I gave my soul, now I'm drowning in the rain Did I love too much, did I fall too deep? Or was I just a ghost that you could never keep? I see the cracks, I feel the cold This house of ashes, no longer holds No more fights, no more pain Just a name lost in the rain