issues of trust lyrics

I've always been scared of being myself Of letting my heart speak before I speak I will rise, but I may fall And my heart's filled with issues of trust when my? I still cannot talk about it Running, running and running and running and run— Since you left our lives, I'm blaming myself for all the things I said and I never said Though I tried, I feel pride 'cause my hearts filled with issues of trust since she— I still cannot talk about it, running, running and running and running and— I still cannot talk about it, running, running and running and running and—