Have Mercy On Me lyrics

I'm tired of being afraid I'm wondering how I got this way I'm trying to remember what life was like before Panic moved in without even knocking on the door Have mercy on me I'm not who I used to be Have mercy on me Jesus, please I've been praying and asking you to take it all away You never do exactly what I say You see me from the outside, a lover looking in But all I see is danger moving underneath my skin Have mercy on me I'm not who I used to be Have mercy on me Jesus, please I know it's not because I don't love you enough It's not because I'm weak, it's how you choose to speak to me