Pleasure Isn't Simple lyrics

the boys swore despite chaperones i danced cheek to cheek sneak out intermission, drink gin or corn liquor with coke neck my breast pressed heavy against her chest harry was an ice cream __ with the boys who muttered in small clusters to __ or tap dance we'd meet then go swimming i'd sit under my sun umbrella climb the high dive, show off some new steps or imitate those i'd seen i gave a damned good show we'd __ long after let the surface bend our second [elbows?] i have the judge's reputation to protect me he was never a __ only ____ my mother was 40 when i was born she [missed me 'til i was 40?]