Sonny lyrics

Isn't there a saying that you reel in what you cast off? But I can't tell the difference Between the real thing and the sheepdog I wish I could blame it all On some stupid line I should not have bought Every now and again I scaled the big fence by myself for something new The sky turned blue to hot pink I did not think about you I thought about loyalty It means make money and fuck the rest Every now and again I get a heavy feeling in my chest I hope that you loved me Before I was at my best Sonny I want to be alone More than I want to be alone with you With love that's already gone Neither of us will find the silver hair But every now and again I get a heavy feeling in my chest I hope that you loved me Before I was at my best Sonny Tell me you loved me Before I was at my best