God’s Medicine lyrics

I guess by now I'm supposed to be a man They said I'd find some kind of freedom When I forgot what I said My grandmother still gives me Ten bucks on my birthday And she told me that sleep was God's medicine And you're gonna die someday So life, take all your terror Surrender to the truth It's times like these, I forget why I quit loving you I recall when I thought I had a plan The Sun, the Moon and stars Seem to flip right through my hands But remember that failure Is part of being alive I guess I let it take away my pride One many times And I know you gonna leave me And here's nothing I can do But times like these, I forget why I quit loving you So life take all your terror Surrender to the truth It's times like these I forget why I quit loving you And I don't know what I'm doing Hell I don't have a clue But times like these, I forget why I quit loving you I forget why I quit