Fade Out lyrics

I feel like I'm fading out Like just my world's going down Just like some colorless days Just like a hopeless life But that's ok I feel me being so dumb Messing up another chance To let the things go right I can't get enough to degrade my life But I try It's hard to be an older age Without a world with a bed of roses With some cheap perfume Bothering your nose It's hard to feel the joy In every word, I hurt myself Just want to get back Get away from pain, looking for happiness