What I'm Waiting For lyrics

Forty days with a heart like a stone Forty nights feeling cold and alone Like a stranger 'cause it's been so long It's not You but it's me who's gone Try to pray, bow my head but life gets in the way And I don't even know what to say What I'd give for a change How long will it be this way? This complacency is wearing on me All my passions turned to apathy I could get up and follow You and find my faith from before Don't know what I'm waiting for I have done what I thought I should do All these years that I've spent serving You Tell me how did I end up like this? With doubt in my heart and my hands in a fist This complacency is wearing on me All my passions turned to apathy I could get up and follow You and find my faith from before Don't know what I'm waiting for Maybe You shining white or a blood red sun Maybe some other sign that may never come Maybe I must believe before I can see What I'm waiting for Maybe You shining white or a blood red sun Maybe some other sign that may never come Maybe I must believe before I can see What I'm waiting for, what I'm waiting for This complacency is wearing on me All my passions turned to apathy I could get up and follow You and find my faith from before Don't know what I'm waiting for