Original lyrics

EN

Hey ma I'm only dying And I'm asking for your help help help Hey ma I can’t stop crying It’s fragile my mental health health health Hey ma Are you there now Why am I Still calling your name name name Hey ma It’s unfair now Cause both of us are too old for blame blame blame And if I'm longing to save my soul Do I turn to silence or rock and roll Never been a fan of the preacher man He’ll take all my money and say amen I drank whiskey try to soothe the pain Injected women into my veins Sat likе a lump in front of each locked door Ended up worsе off than I was before Hey ma I'm not quite bleeding But I can’t get out the door door door Hey ma I'm barely breathing My forehead won’t leave the floor floor floor Hey ma Why didn’t you hold me Or maybe you held me too long long long Hey ma Why’d you scold me Instead of telling me I belonged longed longed Walking away thought I would win the plaque But like orpheus and lot’s wife I looked back Not every sin of mine gonna be absolved Not every single chord needs to be resolved I drank whiskey try to soothe the pain Injected women into my veins Sat like a lump in front of each locked door Ended up worse off than I was before And no I didn’t know I still don’t know Hey ma