Lost lyrics

(Okay) I feel small when I wear big clothes, feel old on my birthday I feel like if I use big words then you won't think I feel how to play safe If things are supposed to grow when they get older Why the hell do I still feel the same? (Always, always) Looks like I'm all by myself again Tryna just feel like myself again Loud and free at 23, but I'm La-la-la-la-la-lost I could work and wish it'd fix the broken and I could try to pierce my nose again Dye my hair and search my soul cause' I'm La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lost Insecure letting insides out I think about myself too much I spent 5 damn days on this verse And I still think the whole thing sucks If things are supposed to grow when they get older Why the hell do I still feel the same? (Always, always) Looks like I'm all by myself again Tryna' just feel like myself again Loud and free at 23, but I'm La-la-la-la-la-lost I could work and wish it'd fix the broken and I could try to pierce my nose again Dye my hair and search my soul cause' I'm La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lost La-la-la-la-la-lost (La-la-la-la-la-la) I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lost (La-la-la-la-la-la) La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-lost