I Shouldn't Be Here lyrics

It's like we paid a visit to a past life When I was still yours and you were mine And nothing had changed at all I couldn't get it up for you the first time Like my body knew it wasn't meant in you Or maybe it was just the Adderall Oh, I I shouldn't be here Oh, I shouldn't be here Oh, I I shouldn't be here Oh, I shouldn't be here Everything's a metaphor When you're up North On drugs in the river with your ex girl We didn't think it through at all Swimming upstream, just to let the tide pull us back, through it all Back, through it all Oh, I I shouldn't be here Oh, I shouldn't be here Oh, I I shouldn't be here Oh, I shouldn't be here