If You Could See Me Now lyrics

If you could see me now You wouldn't believe That the girl you knew Was really me The way I live my life You'd probably desaprove You dissapointment is mine Though I ain't got to please you Wish I could like Every part of me Despite of the things I should try not to be I don't really like When I run to scape but what can I do If ain't got no strength If you could see me now I'd say the following excuse: The deception is mine This song's not about you