Song In E lyrics

I wish that I drank Because of you and not only Because of me Then I could blame something Painful enough not to make me Look any more Weak And when you heard my name You could be angry and have a good reason to be Then when I sang In a horrible drunken parade of my worst thoughts I'd say: Give me no sympathy It's the mercy I can't take Oh I wish you'd come over Not to stay, just to tell me that I Was your biggest mistake to my face And then leave me alone In an еmpty apartment Face down in the carpеt I wish you'd hurt me It's the mercy I can't take