Muscle Memory lyrics

Have I been high for a century? Pull down the shades I'm still awake and I blame it on my muscle memory 'Cause I've been here before Strung out on my floor Started off fun Now it's just pathetic Swore to God I'd quit But I never meant it, oh Yeah This old feeling's too familiar Right out of my nightmares Killed ya but I can't get rid of ya Panic when you're not there To hold me (I miss ya, I miss ya) (I miss ya, I miss ya) When I'm lonely (I miss ya, I miss ya) (I miss ya, I miss ya) You can write me a check For a million dollars Tell me cash it when I get sober Sorry I'd rather be dead But thanks for the offer I'm happiest going nowhere Started off fun Now it's just pathetic Swore to God I'd quit But I never meant it, oh This old feeling's too familiar Right out of my nightmares Killed ya, but I can't get rid of ya Panic when you're not there To hold me (I miss ya, I miss ya) (I miss ya, I miss ya) When I'm lonely (I miss ya, I miss ya) (I miss ya, I miss ya)