Holiday Sunrise lyrics

So i packed everything i owned Midnight christmas eve A kid could feel alone I drink my scotch My mind goes astray Midnight christmas eve Starts out in a way I cried when i had no shoes 'til i met the man with no feet It's just a Holiday sunrise I suddenly realized I got no alibis Holiday sunrise Relatives of mine said They were born again Fucked up world has made me born against I'm a sinner and my soul should be cleansed I'll take my chances when i'm dead