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How could I forget The girl with the sunken eyes? How could I regret Laying next to you? Getting high again To mute my memories You know I pretend There's nothin’ else to do You really test my patience You know it's hard for me to choose I always get complacent And either way I turn, I lose I lose I lose I lose Said I'm moving on But this don’t feel like change Wrote to you in songs But all the words sound strange They can't prove me wrong But I feel their energy Wanted to belong But I can't find a way You really test my patience You know it's hard for me to choose I always get complacent And either way I turn, I lose You really test my patience You know it's hard for me to choose I always get complacent And either way I turn, I lose I lose I lose I lose