At The Same Time lyrics

I love you and I hate you I need you till I don't I fix you and I break you I will and I won't Just when I barely got my grip I start to lose Just when I think we won't make it out we always do Every promise, every word to get here Every bit of truth in every lie Get a little closer, baby it'll never come easy So many things can be true at the same time I give up I keep going I come back and I'm gone And I don't know how to go through it But life keeps going on and on and on And I wanna do my best I don't know if it ever shows Then it turns out I know even less than I thought I'd ever know I say things I don't mean Just trying to make peace Not trying to start a war Just trying to make peace with it I don't wanna fight Not settling a score Just trying to make peace with it