Made It This Far lyrics

The more I get to know myself The less I understand myself I don't know how to let go Of all this weight I put on me Of who I am or where I'll be Once I learn to let go Always set my sights on Diamonds in the future Remember when you wanted what you got right now When I close my eyes And I'm all alone with my mind I get scared I'm unprepared And will be for the rest of my life But I've made it this far Yeah, I made it this far All my mom wanted was A house of kids, then we grew up Now she don't know where she fits So if I have the same fears Waiting there in thirty years Why don't I just live like I've already made it I'm not what I'm chasin' Like I don't need nothing more than what I got right now When I close my eyes And I'm all alone with my mind I get scared I'm unprepared And will be for the rest of my life But I've made it this far Yeah, I made it this far Halfway to fallin' apart But I've made it this far Don't trade the best for something better Please don't forget, no one's here forever We're not here forever When I close my eyes And I'm all alone with my mind I get scared I'm unprepared And will be for the rest of my life But I've made it this far Yeah, I made it this far Halfway to fallin' apart But I've made it this far