Closest I Get lyrics

What if i wait and you don't show If i left you half just to keep me whole What if i held my breath so long Would you notice the silence had lasted so long What if the closest i get to the moment is now I have seen love come and go I watched it pass with my heart held close There's no easy way to know If i'm looking back or if i'm getting close What if the closest i get to the moment is now Love it has no guarantees Which muse will lay it's hands on me We said the words we knocked on wood And i'm still here waiting to see what could be. What if the closest i get to the moment is now?